ILUVBYOU!!!♥
사랑해요 ♥
--Saranghaeyo--
2DAY DAMN FED UP DE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!JUZ CALL MY NON-HUMAN DAD.......ASKING 4 MONEY TAT HE SHOULD GIV,WHEN TALKING HALF WAY SUDDENLY CRY....MAYBE IS BECAUSE I WAS STUCK BETWEEN MY PARENTS ..........I HATE THIS KIND OF SITUATION,BUT NO CHOICE I NID TO GET USE TO IT......COZ I WILL GET INTO DIS KIND OF THING MORE OFTEN WHEN I NID MONEY!!!!!!!WHO SHOULD I SHARE WITH!!!!!!!!BUT IF I SHARE WITH SOMEONE I MAYBE ALSO WILL NOT FEEL GOOD....COZ WAT I NID IS A PERSON TAT CAN LISTEN TO MY PROBLEM..WITHOUT GIVING ME LOTS OF RUBBISH TEACHING....JUZ DE SAME AS WAD I GET JUZ NOW....SUCKS MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!MAYBE MY MUM IS RITE TAT I AM CRYING NOT BECAUSE YOU DID NOT GIV ME $,MAYBE IS BECAUSE I'M TOO ASHAMED TO HAVE YOU THIS KIND OF DAD!!!!!!!!!!WHY AM I ALWAYS IN THIS KIND OF THINGS....EVERYTIME AFTER I CALL MY DAD & TALK TO HIMAT NITE I WILL CRY DURING MY SLEEP...YOU ALWAYS TELL ME TAT I MUST THINK BEFORE I TALK TO YOU...DEN DID YOU TEACH ME ANYTHING TAT A FATHER SHOULD TEACH..ANSWER IS NO...1 YEAR WE MEET NOT EVEN 5 DAYS....YOU STILL EXPECT ME TO GO UR TAT STUPID FACTORY...SIAO!!!!!!!!!!!I STAY IN JURONG WEST UR FACTORY IS AT WOODLANDS...OK LAH YOU WANN ME GO CAN,I TAKE CAB GO YOU PAY LOR.....I KNOW YOU DUN HAVE SO GOOD DE LOR....I JUZ FEEL SO STRESS AND ANGRY WHEN I CALL YOU....ACTUALLY EVERYTIME I CALL YOU I FEEL LIKE SCOLDING YOU...BUT CANNOT IF NOT YOU WILL NAG MORE...WASTE MY MONEY ONLY!!!!!!WHY I SO UNLUCKYWHY MUST I BE THE 1 TO MEET ALL THIS THING....I HAD ALWAYS ENVY MY FRIENDS DAD....AT DE SAME TIME I ALSO THINK TAT WITHOUT A FATHER I CAN STILL LIVE........BUT I ALSO NID CARE & LOVE FROM WAD A FATHER CAN GIV THEIR CHILD...BUT I DID NOT GET ANY FOR DE PASS 10-12 YEARS......I LIVE WITHOUT FATHER CARE & LOVE.......WHEN I SLEEP I HAD ALWAYS THINK DE SAME THINGS SINCE THEY DIVORCED...AND TAT 'WHY IS GOD SO UNFAIR TO ME,WHY MY FRIENDS HAD THEIR DAD WIF THEM BUT I DUNHAVE....'I KNOW OUTSIDE THERE ARE PPL IS WORST DEN ME OR DE SAME AS ME....BUT I REALLY HATE THIS KIND OF LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!过的很辛苦,心里很难过. 上天是不是有点不公平,我真的是不知道.好想哭……WHEN I MEET TO THIS KIND OF THING,WILL YOU KNOWWILL YOU BE WITH MEWILL YOU LEND ME UR SHOULDERWILL YOU ASK ME NOT TO CRY.......BUT NOW I DID NOT ASK 4 MORE...I JUZ ASK 4 AN ANSWER.......为什么连爱一个人都怎麽难!!!!love you...
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